Twin Babies

2005 - 2005
LocationNottingham
Age1 month, 21 days
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth11/10/2005
Date of Death02/12/2005
Visitors836 since 05/11/2008
Creator

I was told for 5 years that i could not get pregnant, so when i found out i was pregnant i was
extatic, words could not express how i felt.
Then on the 22nd of november i had started bleeding, I was praying it wasnt what i thought it was, I
went to the hospital and there was a heartbeat, I couldnt believe it (my baby still alive, i thought
my praying had worked) then i was told i was carrying twins but one had died, i didnt know how to
feel, shocked that i was carrying twins, hurt that i had lost one but still happy that there was
one. I still bled though for another 2 weeks and was told this could happen and to rest!!! Then on
the 2nd Dec i went for another scan where to my disbelief my other twin had died. I just cried and
cried, my happiness had suddenly gone, I was hurting not just a bit, a lot.
I didnt get the chance to meet you both but i will do one day.
You both now have 2 sisters Alanah and Larah and they are brillient and it would have been nice for
you all to know eachother. Someday you will!!!
Untill then keep safe my sweet angels and watch over your sisters, sleep tight. I love you always

Mummy

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ps Play safe with your cousin Lilly xxxxxx


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A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown

We heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So we're sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if we'll celebrate
Our Birthday (way up here).
We know you’re missing me today
We feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for us,
He told us with a wink.
He’d ordered us a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).

Balloons will fill the streets for us,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.

There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.

We've made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.

But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.

With love from your little Angels XX

Joanne Mitchell October 11, 2009

An Angel Never Dies - Author Unknown

Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
But something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.

Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Some day we will embrace.

You’ll hear “that it was meant to be”
God doesn’t make mistakes,
But that won’t soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.

I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
And you’ll understand.

Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An Angel never dies.

With love from your precious Angels xxxxxx

Joanne Mitchell June 21, 2009

Peaceful Mothers Day

FROM YOUR CHILD

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On this Mothers Day I find it
very very hard,
For I can not give to you
a special gift or card,

Because I am now an Angel
I live in heaven above,
But my Darling Mother
I always send my LOVE

We have a bond between us
that nothing can ever break,
I will stay beside you
Thats a promise I now make

You have always been so special
my darling Mother of mine,
I will go on loving you
Until the end of time.

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Love you always Mummy
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Karen March 20, 2009

MY BABY ANGELS

Your Little Angels
Forever will we love you
You will always be our mom
As we sit with angels we look down at you and point proudly
See . . .See her . . .over there, That's her!

Did you know we could hear your thoughts at night
When you used to lie in bed staring, rubbing your hand on your belly
Looking up at the ceiling in the dark wondering things . . .
Who we would look more like . . .
About how our laugh would sound . . .
our First steps . . .
Books that you would read to us . . ones with pictures . . .
"we like Those!"

The park . . .how you would walk us in a stroller to play on the swings
How about after we ate ice cream the dog excitedly licking our
face almost knocking us down . . .
You just smiled when you read that . . we could see you

Do you know we call you "mommy"?
When you are in the kitchen we pretend we are there also and you can see us
We sit at the table and draw with crayons
We made a picture for the refrigerator
Yellow, blue, red and green
Look its of you and us with a sky and trees
I gave you curly hair . . .

Easter . . .that's our favorite
We always think of you holding our hand taking us to church
One of our socks keeps falling down

Mommy . . .we like the way you kiss my sisters goodnight
on the forehead and tuck them in
we play with them in their dreams
They don't know me but if you ask if they ever
dreamed of playing with 2 little kids
they would say yes . . .
That's us . . .

Do you remember that bird each early spring
that used to always return and sing
It would have been right around the time of our birthday
That was us to . . .
We would sing "We love you"

We are always along side you . . .
Sometimes you can feel us
A brush against your dress, a breeze on your face . . .
that's when we kiss you

You have always kept us in your mind and heart
Thank you . . .
One day we will all be together in heaven and you will cry
and lift us in your arms and we will hug
you so very tight and never let go . . .

But for now we have to . . .

No matter where you go, what you do, we are with you
Always know that we are "Your Little Angels"
We love you mommy . . .

Bye . . .

Vanessa Oldham (Mummy) December 30, 2008

Ur cousin is to be born today!!!

Well we had a good christmas your sisters were so excited, well Lolly wasnt as much as Narney but she will be next year, I hope you both had a good christmas together up there with your cousin Lilly and all the rest of our family up their (all great gran parents) I will be lighting a candle on new year for you my babies.
Your cousin Dwaine (uncle David and Auntie Lisa's baby) is going to be born today by c-section (as he is being alkward and in the breech position) we are just waiting for news, so please be sure to look down on them my 2 angels, make sure ur auntie Lisa is ok and your uncle David dont faint!!! and ur cousin Dwaine is healthy for mummy!!!
I love you both so very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mummy xx

Vanessa Oldham (Mummy) December 30, 2008

christmas 08

morning babies, well next week your youngest sister Larah is 1 and its christmas a week on thursday, me and alanah watched santa with the firemen last night and i thought about you both!!! would have loved for you both to have watched santa pass through!!! love you both so much xxxxxxxxxxx

Vanessa Oldham (Mummy) December 16, 2008

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE


Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.


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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.


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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.


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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe December 12, 2008

Have A Good Weekend Everyone

If I Knew

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say
our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe December 5, 2008

LOVE YOU BOTH

morning my babies,

me and daddy put the christmas decorations up last night, your two sisters love them, i just wish we would have been able to see ur two likkle faces aswell. I know you can both see from up there but its not the same.

Love you both

Mummy xxxxxxxx

Vanessa Oldham (Mummy) December 1, 2008

Have A Good Weekend Everyone


Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever


If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved One’s arms
And tell them they're from me

Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turns to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile

Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...



Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.

Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon

Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this tribute be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,

A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.

Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Friday

Marie-Angela Rowe November 28, 2008
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